09:17 - Tuesday, Apr. 03, 2007
Not Meant To Be... :(
I am very sad today...
The perfect house for us apparently just wasn't the one for us.
17 offers were in by the deadline... We found out at about 10:30pm last night that it sold for $191,000.00. Holy shit eh?!?
They listed it for $149,900.00, we offered $177,700.00 with no conditions at all...
This is going to be a long tough road ahead if we have to keep going on this emotional roller coaster...
I know everyone says, the house for you will come along, and it just wasn't meant to be, and everything happens for a reason. I keep trying to tell myself that but I just loved that house, everything about it & I pictured our lives there... it's hard...
And hard to think of going through this over & over again. :(
I am also very tired today... for some reason Dusty has been getting sick. We woke up yesterday to two cat pukes on the floor but didn't know who it was. We came home last night to another. Then all night we could here him coughing & woke up to more stuff to clean. Great. I don't know what he got into or what is suddenly wrong... I hope I don't have to make a vet trip... but he kept us up all night & I am so tired today.
So, we just have to keep on looking, for houses and for vans. By the way we did go look at a super nice Mazda MPV on Sunday as well but for some reason Hank was being negative about it too. I really think it is a great vehicle with a great price but I was more focused on the house to try & convince him on that. I am just sick of waiting... we need a vehicle so bad... but he puts everything off to the last minute... I've been riding around in that peice of shit car for months with no passenger side seatblt... I mean Christ, the dog gets buckled in & I don't! I told him he's gonna wait until I fly through the windsheild & die before he does something about the fucking thing. Sorry - this one really makes me mad. I even offered to pay for half the vehicle. So, hopefully he'll open his eyes & start looking for one more actively, I've been doing all of that & he doesn't seem to give a shit...
We're still on the fence whether we're going to Regina for Easter or not. We're going to count on going & be all packed & ready (of course we'll have to borrow Jim's van again too) but Grace will be letting us know, and could be up to the last minute if we have the green light or not. Jim really wants to go home, and if the docs let him, it could be soon, who knows if it's this week... if he is home, Grace doesn't need 12 people in the house, understandably, it's just going to be too much for him & for her, so then she'd let us know & we'll stay home, but not only do I really want to go & be with him, but I feel he should be in the hospital until he is strong again...
So we wait... at least he is slowly getting better anyway, not as bad as I thought it was when I went there... I thought I was going to lose him.... to be brutally honest, I don't feel safe that he has very long in life left either way, and that scares the shit out of me.
So I got a comment from BG (Aka Gi66y!)yesterday... I didn't know you still read this - I never hear from ya... You are coming home? To stay? When? It'll be good to see ya - keep in touch!
Better run for now... have ghouses to look at ;) Wish us luck!
